Hi, Monica, my name is Shaila and I am having my first, too. First things first, congratulations! I know this is a scary experience being that it is our first time and all, but it is going to be great. It sounds like your fiancee really supports you through this, which is great.
I am a little curious, is your fiance out of town or in the military? Is that why you haven't spoken to him in a bit. You definitely need all the support he can give you. How about your family and friends? Are they supportive?
If you have any specific quesitons, feel free to email back here or to private message me. You are not alone. There are a lot of great people on this site that are going through the same thing you are.
Hope to talk to you soon.
Shaila
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